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Not having the greatest day try n cheer up but u don’t seem happy either so I guess there no one here that is willing to talk to me without any attitude…or discouraging words….ya watever I guess ill find something else

This whole life of mine is fucked..at least before I die I can make the people I still love even tho some don’t seem to love me bak…successful so when I’m gone u r really not missing much of me or need me when u can do it yourself ah…. My time is ticking

Feels like I’m losing you..we barely get along argue evryday n u don’t seem happy n when I try to hold you or kiss u I get the least amount of feedback….ya idk fml

How I feel

Feeling a tad bit down why?…idk actually I do Kno…but I rather write it somewhere else sigh..

Yup…it that kind of mood I guess

Winner of the next worst husband of the century…..drum roll please… This guy!! How I do it o that easy…I don’t listen or when I try to I ask question or mention things that totally show that I wasn’t I don’t show a lot of gratiude to someone..n I get a attitude n yell easily n I also assume a lot when its clearly nothing wrong n I say I’m sorry a lot n I got out on weekends a lot when things are okay n I don’t change n I clearly make my wife life so miserable i am the worst!! Woo hoo…but on all seriousiness I’m just a plain old dumbass that need to start changing…cuz idk but I feel as my wife wants to leave me…sigh…

That kind hurts…o well I guess it doesn’t matter anymore…

Feel like I’m not doing enough for u…kinda feel like Ur just turning me down n not really accepting when I call u beauitful is it because in Ur husband n I have to say no I say it because u truely are…sigh still feel like everytime I try I get turn down I understand Ur tired I’m sorry but mayb dome time in bed together …but idk Im sorry

Might as well not call it my bday since I can’t seem to enjoy it yet…o well mayb thing will get better or worst…I hope its better…

Sigh

I sure Kno how to ruin everything go fucking me…

Wow..

That was pretty hurtful saying I don’t want spend time wit u…I’m sorry u feel that way its not like I completely stop hanging out wit u guys n I didn’t realize that was how u were feeling I want us to talk communicate not keep thong away from each other ill make it up..to zach since u said Ur self u don’t really…WAN to spend time wit me…sigh idk what to say anymore to u..

It literally impossible to have a conversion or even enjoy our night together when Ur response n attitude seem so w/e

I guess it will be done

It be done when it want to huh..cuz if I leave wife will get pissed that I didn’t spend time wit them and I have to find out on tumblr to… but if I don’t the car will take forever I guess it will never finish cuz no one seen to be on ny side sigh…

Just WAN have my car so I can cruise around Colorado…or even back to Maryland..